Who would ever want to be king

Do tell me how does this Life work. Do tell me, that I am wrong.
Prove me, that God exists.
Prove me, He does not.

Prove me right, prove me wrong, I win anyways.

But let us speculate, if I am right. If I've always been.
If I really have lived through countless of lives, if I am capable of seeing through the disguise?
If I can see through the very fabric that lingers through your very skin, painting us new faces, new bodies, new eyes even? What if nothing physical remains from our former selves, but the very being that we always will be?

Call it a soul. Call it heart. Call it spirit. Call it person. Whatever one would like to call It, I say that it remains. Through the rifts of world as we depart from one to the another, it remains within us, for it is what ACTUALLY is you.

Mr A meets Mrs B. They fall in love. Their souls bond together and they grow old together, and as Death greets them like a humble servant, what if they are not cast to Heaven or Hell, Damnation or in the Stars, randomly back to Earth...

But after a brief moment, together back to the Earth, so that the Bond only reinforces and they will meet eventually?

Yes, I do believe in one Right person for you. Yes, I do believe that all of my loved ones, have been my loved ones in the past. What if the Stars in the Nightsky, are the Souls whom have died before their loved ones, awaiting for the their time to be cast back upon the ground we stand on?

Yes. I believe indeed that I've found many of my loved ones. And I thank whatever higher power controls this, God or Destiny, for allowing me to find them this quickly.

I am thankful for my weaknesses. I am thankful for my strengths. I am thankful for my loved ones. I am thankful for my enemies. I am thankful, for the course of actions, that has brought me here. The pieces of the puzzle appear to be on the table, but they do not fit in yet. They need time, to be shaped to be perfect, for there is only one kind of perfection.

General perfection, is Life's greatest treason. The one thing, that makes us push further and further, only to fall back. Yes, it is the one thing that cannot be reached, but to be attempted to. The true perfection, that actually does exist, is that which is between two or more, to a maximum, entities. 
Think of two clockwork gears. Even though they might be missing teeth or they might be rusty and whatnot else damage dealt to them, if they are in sync, work only together, they are "made" for each other, don't you agree? Same would go with people. All of their up and bad sides complete one another.

So, the pieces will come eventually together. Whenever the time is right. Until then, I still must bide my time, as I always have, haven't I? But no matter. I have time. I have it all within my grasp. 
I will have this all. I will have my life back. Even if it means giving up my dreams. Giving up my health. Giving up on my mind for the sake. I will have it back. Why?

Because it is the right thing.

Prove me wrong and fail miserably doing it.

I'm waiting.