I ain't fucking Eminem

I can turn the tables
I can burn your favors
I can kill your saviors
Without causing failures
This is my, conscious talking
Some kind of, slow-motion walking
Emotional spirit embarking
Finally shouting and barking
Maybe its cause I'm literal
Lyrical
Emotional
Political
A bit cynical
Somewhat critical
Maybe my tongue is sharp
Like a fucking shark
Attacking from the dark
My words hit you like a bullet
My words dance around like in a ballet
Now you're stuck in the gauntlet
To be crushed down, under a mallet
I'll put you to an end
Your heart under rend
Scars that wont mend
Text-Messages I wont send
Powers you ain't got to lend
enemies you ahve got to fend
For yourself
from myself
I ain't got no fucking sense
Rappin' bout some stuff intense
Guilty growing so immense
At least I'm free
Why wont you see
Its all I ever want to be
Yeah fuck the blame, I'm just me
Somewhat insane, what could I feel?

It's my superside

You said I'm a psychopath
But at least I have my own path
My insanity has gotta be my gravity
Never thought I could be
Whatever I turned out to be
As I watch from the balcony
You're running away from my captivity
I need something to keep me bound
Lost, never actually to be found
Whatever the case,
I'm not gonna cut down my chase
This ain't a sitcom, my conviction
Ain't fuckin' inception, or fiction
Introduction of my erection
Ups what was that?
I dont know man.
I think I deserve a slap.
Just hop on my van
Or hop on my lap
I dont really mind, which is fine
Cause there ain't time-...
Oh what the hell
I'm not gonna suicide.

Broken Wheel's spinnin'

"I'll burn world world's to dust
Hear your words of lust
Leave them chained to rust
Cause they aint got no trust
Yeah lets ruin my life, lets fuck it up
Lets sell my soul just cause it's fun
Lets ruin my life, lets fuck it up
Lets put it to an end just cause I want
So I saw you twice, I'll buy you ice
Some see mice in my paradise
roll that dice, take a knife and slice
I could draw you a heart
Everyday till we part
Or I could give you my own
So your's wont have to be alone
In this too big population
Everyone needs salvation
You'll be my retaliation
Cause theres no third chance
No more resurrection. No more reincarnation.
Theres just not enough 
god damn fucking devotion, only bittersweet frusteration


I took your hand to just to commit
But when I look to their eyes I feel like I'll vomit
Give me a target and I'm on it
Like a fucking missile with a lock-in
A bullet? I'll be right there just to block it
If your heart were a locket
I swear I'd do anything to be on it
Never to harm it, or never to stop it
I'll drop em down to some black pit
What they say is just so full of shit
Lock 'em in a house to burn it
They look at me and say "You're just a kid.
One man cant change the world"
Well listen to me, he most certainly can try
'Yo WORD'


*CHORUS*

When she was just a girl

I'm happy.

Now I know it.


I swear to God and everything I believe in, that I am finally happy.

I've reached peace-of-mind kind of state.
I've reached my rainbow. On the other end there is a pot of gold.


But I'm not leaving for it.

I'm happy cause I finally chose.


And I chose right.


I dont have any more bright words to say. Just some lyrics I got up on biology lesson.

And fuck the world, I'm gonna give you every single peace of my fucking thoughts if I want to, deep and emotional or not. So fuck you, fuck past-me, fuck future-me and have a taste of THAT.




"I always hear these lies
but how I'll roll the dice
Somebodys gotta make sure
that they will pay the price
I never think enough
I never say "too much"
I've bitten my jaw's to a
too big hunk of meat
I'm painting these walls
to a twisted rhythm of a beat
and when I glance down I see a fucking mirror
Reminding me of every single fucking error
We'll never catch fire from these corporate terrors
Thats why I'll have to go on
Thats why I have to burn on
I'll burst through the door
Burst through the floor
Burst through the god damn fucking window
Keep on sleeping honey, keep dreaming of a paradise
Cause now I'm off to burn them for their god damn lies
They'll remember Broken Wheels
Standing outside Burndown fields
Looking down on scorched land
grasping ashes in his hands:
"This is where I stand"


"

Burning (Boils my Blood) [Nearly Done]

But what happens when
I open my eyes
What happens when
I let myself go.
Sometimes if, I've never said so
I want you to know, I never let go.


Grasping my hands, the days will be ours.
Unfold your arms, I've been here for hours.
A mask on a chair, a face with no grin.
A black pointed pen, no intends to win.
I take the last word, and my head starts to spin.


Chorus:
If you cannot mend it then
you cannot break it and
you cannot see it then
you cannot lose it and
you cannot love it then
you wont cry over it.


Theres a hole in the dark
The one place I embark.
Theres a place in the night
Where I escape the light
Sometimes if, I've never said so.
I want you to know, I'll let you go.


Burning to ashes, from ashes to dust.
Your sweet salvation, will be my retaliation.
A shrapnel of my heart.
All my lies, an art.
Another cinder, autumn to winter
I dare you to change me.
I dare you to chase me.
And we'll see who'll win that.

If you cannot mend it then
you cannot break it and
you cannot see it then
you cannot lose it and
you cannot love it then
you wont cry over it.





Ending:
But if I were a god...
Yes if I were a god...
I'd walk the Earth, I'd walk all alone.
I'd walk alone, just to look to their eyes.
Yes if I were a god...
It boils my blood, to see who they are.
Yes, it boils my blood, to see to their hearts.
It boils my blood, to look to their eyes.
I'd set them all burning, 
Cause their hearts ain't yearning
I'll set them all burning
So their hearts start yearning
Again.

Boiling my Blood

Verse 1


But what happens when
I open my eyes
What happens when
I let myself go.
Sometimes if, I've never said so
I want you to know, I never let go.


Grasping my hands, the days will be ours.
Unfold your arms, I've been here for hours.
A mask on a chair, a face with no grin.
A black pointed pen, no intends to win.
I take the last word, and my head starts to spin.


Chorus:
If you cannot mend it then
you cannot break it and
you cannot see it then
you cannot lose it and
you cannot love it then
you wont cry over it.




Ending:
But if I were a god...
Yes if I were a god...
I'd walk the Earth, I'd walk all alone.
I'd walk alone, just to look to their eyes.
Yes if I were a god...
It boils my blood, to see who they are.
Yes, it boils my blood, to see to their hearts.
It boils my blood, to look to their eyes.
I'd set them all burning, 
Cause their hearts ain't yearning
I'll set them all burning
So their hearts start yearning
Again.




To be Continued, when the inspiration continues.