I NEED TO BREAK FREE

We're limited.
          Rules.
                   Codes.
                              Borders.
                                            Limits.


If chaos is born, when rules are broken....


That makes Chaos a rule itself.
We must break the rules.
We must break the chaos.

So do what you need to.
Rebel.
Live.
Be free.
It's the only way.

Only way for them to see.

Yes, I will change EVERYTHING.



Everything, my love.



I am real. And I am here.
Even though it might be the drugs that are talking,
I know that I am real and what I speak.

It is true.

We need to calm down and let loose.

I'm a narrow eyed peasant of love,
under corruption of stress.
I cannot see clear.
But I am real.

I do not care of my own will.
Could  it be, that I just want you to be
happy?

Do I love you?

.... Or does it even matter..?


What IS love?

It's not real, that I know.

... But I do not wish to be real.



The same LOVE that saved your world....




                                                    ........Burned it to the ashes.

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I feel moody.

Emotional.

Blue.

Maybe it's cause I went to the grave of my grandpa.

All the lights in the graveyard.

All the candles.

The rain.

I dont know.




But I feel the hope of the people.
Those who've lost their loved ones.


Don't pity the dead.

Pity the livin', for they have both life and death left ahead of them.

What I've done

I feel fucking horrible.
I have no idea of what I'm doing, but I feel terrible.
I'm raging at the people I love for bad reasons.
I feel like a bitch.

But I want you to know one thing.

I love you.
I can't do anything to make you feel better if I don't know what's wrong.
I love you so much.

Don't.
Give.
In.

Please.

How did you think? (Clean, Final version)

"I'll burn your world's to dust
Hear your words of lust
Leave them chained to rust
Cause they aint got no trust
Yeah lets ruin my life, lets fuck it up
Lets sell my soul just cause it's fun
Lets ruin my life, lets fuck it up
Lets put it to an end just cause I want
So I saw you twice, I'll buy you ice
Some see mice in my paradise
roll that dice, take a knife and slice
I could draw you a heart
Everyday till we part
Or I could give you my own
So your's wont have to be alone
In this too big population
Everyone needs salvation
You'll be my retaliation
Cause theres no third chance
No more resurrection. No more reincarnation.
Theres just not enough 
god damn fucking devotion, only bittersweet frusteration


I took your hand to just to commit
But when I look to their eyes I feel like I'll vomit
Give me a target and I'm on it
Like a fucking missile with a lock-in
A bullet? I'll be right there just to block it
If your heart were a locket
I swear I'd do anything to be on it
Never to harm it, or never to stop it
I'll drop em down to some black pit
What they say is just so full of shit
Lock 'em in a house to burn it
They look at me and say "You're just a kid.
One man cant change the world"
Well listen to me, he most certainly can try
'Yo WORD'


*CHORUS*


How did they think we would know?
(I'm burned out, I've turned out, I've sold out)
How did they think we would know?
(I lost hope, I gave up, I don't know)
How did they think we would know?
(I'm burned out, I've turned out, I've sold out)
How did they think we would know?
(I lost hope, I gave up, I don't know)
How did they think we would
Know.


I always hear these lies
but how I'll roll the dice
Somebodys gotta make sure
that they will pay the price
I never think enough
I never say "too much"
I've bitten my jaw's to a
too big hunk of meat
I'm painting these walls
to a twisted rhythm of a beat
and when I glance down I see a fucking mirror
Reminding me of every single fucking error
We'll never catch fire from these corporate terrors
Thats why I'll have to go on
Thats why I have to burn on
I'll burst through the door
Burst through the floor
Burst through the god damn fucking window
Keep on sleeping honey, keep dreaming of a paradise
Cause now I'm off to burn them for their god damn lies
They'll remember Broken Wheels
Standing outside Burndown fields
Looking down on scorched land
grasping ashes in his hands:
"This is where I stand"


You said I'm a psychopath
But at least I have my own path
My insanity has gotta be my gravity
Never thought I could be
Whatever I turned out to be
As I watch from the balcony
You're running away from my captivity
I need something to keep me bound
Lost, never actually to be found
Whatever the case,
I'm not gonna cut down my chase
This ain't a sitcom, my conviction
Ain't fuckin' inception, or fiction
Introduction of my erection
Ups what was that?
I dont know man.
I think I deserve a slap.
Just hop on my van
Or hop on my lap
I dont really mind, which is fine
Cause there ain't time-...
Oh what the hell
I'm not gonna suicide.


*Chorus*



How did they think we would know?
(I'm burned out, I've turned out, I've sold out)
How did they think we would know?
(I lost hope, I gave up, I don't know)
How did they think we would know?
(I'm burned out, I've turned out, I've sold out)
How did they think we would know?
(I lost hope, I gave up, I don't know)
How did they think we would
Know.


I can turn the tables
I can burn your favors
I can kill your saviors
Without causing failures
This is my, conscious talking
Some kind of, slow-motion walking
Emotional spirit embarking
Finally shouting and barking
Maybe its cause I'm literal
Lyrical
Emotional
Political
A bit cynical
Somewhat critical
Maybe my tongue is sharp
Like a fucking shark
Attacking from the dark
My words hit you like a bullet
My words dance around like in a ballet
Now you're stuck in the gauntlet
To be crushed down, under a mallet
I'll put you to an end
Your heart under rend
Scars that wont mend
Text-Messages I wont send
Powers you ain't got to lend
enemies you ahve got to fend
For yourself
from myself
I ain't got no fucking sense
Rappin' bout some stuff intense
Guilty growing so immense
At least I'm free
Why wont you see
Its all I ever want to be
Yeah fuck the blame, I'm just me
Somewhat insane, what could I feel?


*Solo*


I never felt this fine
I never felt this alive
I never have enough time
To say you're mine
The free fall stops
And we're gathering props
Burning debris of that drops
And the engines calm down
The wheels finally slow down
And we open our eyes to see
What we don't want to believe
what we don't want to hear
But they're yelling our names
and they're calling our names
To brace in the impact
To grace for the contact
To finally make things right
Did they think that we would grow?
Did they think that we would follow?
Just as long as there is the flow
Eyes blinded by murderous crow
And they're pulling us below
But how did they think we would
*END OF SOLO*


*Chorus*



How did they think we would know?
(I'm burned out, I've turned out, I've sold out)
How did they think we would know?
(I lost hope, I gave up, I don't know)
How did they think we would know?
(I'm burned out, I've turned out, I've sold out)
How did they think we would know?
(I lost hope, I gave up, I don't know)
How did they think we would know?
(I'm burned out, I've turned out, I've sold out)
How did they think we would know?
(I lost hope, I gave up, I don't know)
How did they think we would know?
(I'm burned out, I've turned out, I've sold out)
How did they think we would know?
(I lost hope, I gave up, I don't know)
How did they think we would
(TURN UP AGAINST ME CAUSE I JUST DO NOT)
KNOW