Monday, February 20, 2012

A.W.R.E.C.K II

I'll hang out with you! (Whisper) By the rope
Sex is a religion! (Whisper) and I'm the pope
But you gotta tell me (Whisper) why is there no hope
To score some coke! (Whisper) To score some coke
To get some dope! (Whisper) To get some dope
Gimme the coke!
Gimme some dope!
Coke!
Dope!
Coke!
Dope!
GIMME GIMME GIMME FAGGOTS GIMME SOME COKE OR COCK OR  GIMME GIMME GIMME WOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

Absent person
Wailing season
Reckless reason
Entertaining Treason
Charming Obsession
Known affection
Wooo-oo-oo wooo-oo oo-oo.

Woo. Woo woo wooooooooo. Woo woo woooooo.
WOO WOO WOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Gimme wrong! (Gimme wrong)
Its so strong! (Its so strong)
Ridiculous song! (Ridiculous song)
Bursting on! (Bursting on)
Blasting for! (Blasting for)
I want more! (I want more)
Cherry cakes! (Cherry cakes?)
Cornflakes! (Cornflakes?)
Mindless dates! (What the hell)
Pretty mates! (What the hell)
Someone, someone, someone, someone, someone,
someone, someone, someone, someone, someone,
Someone gotta yell it to me
Gotta gotta yell it to me
PLEASE YELL IT TO ME
SCREAM IT TO ME CAUSE THE FAGGOT KNOWS MY NAME AND IM A

Absent person
Wailing season
Reckless reason
Entertaining Treason
Charming Obsession
Known affection
Wooo-oo-oo wooo-oo oo-oo.

Friday, February 17, 2012

Momentum

I want that moment.
The words coming to my mind.
I want that moment.
The sudden realization.
I want that moment.
The feeling forcing me blind.
I want that moment.
The sudden activation.
I need that moment.
I need the torment.
The physical wantom.
My feeling's a phantom.

Cause I could see that you finally made your decision
The words you speak, clouding my vision
To break through from this collision
I needed someone to take me from this
Division.

Now you soar with me through the sky
We ain't got time to wave goodbye
You said I'd hate you for this.
I told you to hiss.
And in the moments bliss
I gave you a kiss.



So die for me if I beg
I don't want to lose my legs
The words that we don't behead
That's all she said.
Tears wont be shed.
Only limits shred.
And the wicked smiles that they dread
And the morbid fields from we fled
We'll be wed.
So go ahead.
Like we're dancing on the silken thread.
My blood is bled.
From my head.
From my heart is where I led
I ain't half dead.
I ain't in-debt.
If I'm in love so I'll turn red.


Now you soar with me through the sky
We ain't got time to wave goodbye
You said I'd hate you for this.
I told you to hiss.
And in the moments bliss
I gave you a kiss.


And if gaze could stop a heartbeat
If blaze could force you to leap
If a glance is the love we reap
If my prays could stop your weep
If my strays could pull you from the deep.

Stay in the sky.
I'm not the bad guy.
I'll stop your cry.
Our hands up high
As the moments pass by
We'll be allright
I'll hold you tight
Through the night
I'll be your knight
While I write
For your light
Despite
the blight
Smile in delight
Cause we both know that this is too right.

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Tired.

I'm so tired.
And stressed out.
I read people wrong.
People read me wrong.

I say things I don't mean.
I'm kind of a bitch to people.

I'm almost falling asleep.
But all of the sudden, I just cant close my eyes.
Not as a metaphor, but physically impossible to close my eyes shut.

Then the spark comes and I just cant fall asleep before its around 4 or 5 AM.

I hope you understand me.
I'm just trying to hang on for dear life.
I don't mean to hurt you. Or to scare you.
But you know... It's me. And it's a tired me.

And I realized.. I'm being pulled again.
And I'm scared of it.
So I'm brushing myself closer to you.. But you're not really...
Not the...
Not the reaction I was hoping for.
And the pulling gets harder.
But I still got my powers left.

So.
Either help me or don't. But do not be surprised of me, all right?
Don't be scared of me.

I just...
I love you so much.
And this... Sleepiness, this... Endless tiredness.

Cause I know. You could be the one. And I know I wont forget you.
There are two who I will never forget. You and Her.
Different reasons. Different persons. Different memories.

I-... I-...

I just feel like I'm taking a step closer and you're turning your back at me. All I can do is hug your back then.
All I can do is just.. Wait for a better day for you.

But I want you to know. That when you're far away, and I cant reach you... Physically or with words either even though my mouth is running and fingers typing... I feel like I should be there. To see your smile. To hold you close. I feel empty. As cliche it is. There's a hole in my heart like a great black pit and its filled with these promises. that inhabit it. So just.. Please. Let's make this work as beautifully as it's supposed to. As we can. As we want.


Cause I want you.
Cause I need you.
Cause I love you.


Thursday, February 2, 2012

A.W.R.E.C.K

You wanna know my name?
You wanna know my pains?
You don't wanna feel vain?
The feeling surging in your veins?
Don't wanna be the same?
'Tis all I could be made
Numbness starts to fade
You gotta yell it to me
Gotta yell it to me
GOTTA GOTTA GOTTA YELL IT TO ME

Absent person
Wailing season
Reckless reason
Entertaining Treason
Charming Obsession
Known affection
Wooo-oo-oo wooo-oo oo-oo.

Maybe love aint for the broken
Do I need another token?
Press start if you want to play
And maybe you wont be same
I see the night turning day
I see your face turning to me
You gotta scream it to me
Gotta scream it to me
GOTTA GOTTA GOTTA SCREAM IT TO ME

Absent person
Wailing season
Reckless reason
Entertaining Treason
Charming Obsession
Known affection
Wooo-oo-oo wooo-oo oo-oo.

Wooo-oo-ooo-ooo woo woo!
Wooo-oo-ooo-ooo woo woo!
Wooo-oo-ooo-ooo woo woo!
Wooo-oo-ooo-ooo woo woo!
BOO BOO BOO GOTTA GET THAT 
FAGGOT OFF THE STAGE CAUSE
HE FINALLY KNOWS MY FUCKING NAME!

Absent person
Wailing season
Reckless reason
Entertaining Treason
Charming Obsession
Known affection
Wooo-oo-oo wooo-oo oo-oo.

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

I NEED TO BREAK FREE

We're limited.
          Rules.
                   Codes.
                              Borders.
                                            Limits.


If chaos is born, when rules are broken....


That makes Chaos a rule itself.
We must break the rules.
We must break the chaos.

So do what you need to.
Rebel.
Live.
Be free.
It's the only way.

Only way for them to see.

Yes, I will change EVERYTHING.



Everything, my love.



I am real. And I am here.
Even though it might be the drugs that are talking,
I know that I am real and what I speak.

It is true.

We need to calm down and let loose.

I'm a narrow eyed peasant of love,
under corruption of stress.
I cannot see clear.
But I am real.

I do not care of my own will.
Could  it be, that I just want you to be
happy?

Do I love you?

.... Or does it even matter..?


What IS love?

It's not real, that I know.

... But I do not wish to be real.



The same LOVE that saved your world....




                                                    ........Burned it to the ashes.

Friday, December 23, 2011

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I feel moody.

Emotional.

Blue.

Maybe it's cause I went to the grave of my grandpa.

All the lights in the graveyard.

All the candles.

The rain.

I dont know.




But I feel the hope of the people.
Those who've lost their loved ones.


Don't pity the dead.

Pity the livin', for they have both life and death left ahead of them.