I'm looking down, now that it's over

To all of you who have affected me and my life.

Even those, who've broken me so many times.
Karin, Sandra, Kevin, Noora, Anna-Maria, Julian and others.

Thank you.

I'm thankful for what you've made me into.
I'm thankful for what I have become.

Once upon a time I said to myself: I will be different.

I WILL be different.

I forced myself into it, with a few bad side effects, but the results were good.
I can nowadays force myself to such things that I didn't once even THINK of being capable of doing.
Yet, I can do such things.

I know I haven't faced as tough challenges as many of you have, but bear with me, I have been carrying the burden with all of you, I have listened to you and I have been awake for many more nights than I can count, just trying to figure out how to help you.

One of these events lost me all, ALL of my dreams, other than those that include the same scream I heard one of you let out.
But, I do not care. In my opinions, all of will end up good.

All of these events have changed me and made me a bit better person.
So, I once again thank you for what you've done to me.
But, please:

Fix the rest of me, all right?